ok i have not been here in a long time .... things are so crasy at work it is just not right .... but this close to the end of all the madness you just don't know if you can make it .... if was not for my special friend i wouldn't make it ... it is so surprising the people that come into your life ... and you don't even see them coming or know you needed them this bad .... but once they are there you can not think what your life would be like without them ... the keep you alive and they put out the fires too ... i just wish we could spend wore time together but all we get is when i'm at work ... but i will take what i can get ... i just was thinking about what the winter will bring ... but time will time i guess ... i thought today was going to a day where i get pulled into the big boss office and yelled at for the weekend ... but he is not here so i guess i get it tomorrow .... can't wait fun times ... i think a may start taking some time for myself .... see my life is so busy doing for the men in my life .... get your mind out of the gutter ... i mean grumpy, johnny mac, skippy and bam bam ....  my boys ..... i go to work and drive grumpy to work .... and then at some point in my work day drive one or two of my boys to work .... get home at 6:30 or 7:00 after going to the gym .... make supper for whom ever is at home .... and at some point in there go pick someone up from work ... now it like 9:30 or 10 .... not alot of time for myself ... so i've been thinking that maybe i would get some alone time .... go away for a day shopping or something maybe ... maybe a special friend can get away with me ... time will tell i guess .... this weekend i'm going to my first nascar race .... i'm so excited .... grumpy got the tickets though work .... its all paid for .... bus to michigan ..... 2 nights in a hotel .... tickets for sat and sun to the race and pit passes .... i'm so excited i'm wet ... hee hee .... i know i'm a bad girl ... i get told that all the time ... i love it ... well that is all for know .... later ... luv ya .... kisses

People...they are not what they seem .... i'm a very trusting person .... i open up to much to fast ... and you think i would learn .... particularly in my job... but i don't .... i  always say never again .... but it's me  ... i can't help it ... but what i can not stand is when you think someone is being on the up with you ... you know opening up to you and all ... you think ah ... a kindred spirit ... and then they burn you ... ouch ... my friend nad says trust no one .... and she don't believe anyone .... sometimes i think she has it right .... but do i ever listen .... no .... i think i just got burned but i don't know .... i wish people could just say what is on their mind .... instead they hide ... they don't say what is really on their mind .... if they don't like what i'm saying tell me ... if they don't like what i'm doing tell me ...if you not into me fine tell me i'm a big girl i can take it but please don't try to act like it all ok when it's not ...but i guess not all people can ... and i guess i should get over it ... but see i like to try every twice ... just incase i've did something wrong the first time .... but that's me ... open up to all .... look for the good in all ...and give everyone a second chance to burn me ...

 

Ok so last night grumpy was going to be working late that means I that a free night to be on the computer....we get very little time together so when he is home at night we watch our shows that we have recorded....Well like always the boys "needed" it....so no computer time for mom and when the are done it's 10pm and I'm going to bed soon......grumpy was looking at my site and saw i was bitching about my labtop.....he phone about it today and it's going to cost as much as a new one to fix it... he is going to ask around some more about getting it fixed but i may be getting a new one.   

 

 well back to work

 

Irishgem

Thanks for the great site Kat! It has become "me" very fast with your help. I don't get on the computer much with 2 teenage boys at home, so this is the first time I'm seeing all the hard work. Kat I will stay on grumpy's ass to get my laptop fixed so I will get more time to keep the site up to date. It's time to go to work but I just wanted to type something on here and thank Kat.

 

Irish