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July 24 the gym/weightloss/foodok this going to the gym thing is not all it's cracked up to be....i'm not a morning person...so going in the morning is out....and who the fuck wants to go work out after working all babysitting a staff of all women...again not me... but i go...because next to sex it will help me reach my goal....but it is hard i love food ...grumpybear (hubby) is a chef and he loves food to but he can eat anything and no weight gain and if he does only 10 lb .... big deal...
he loves me but he see i'm unhappy about something anything ...bad day at work...pms...and he stops at the store and gets me a bag of chips or chocolate....because he knows later at home at about 8 or 9 i get the munchies...and i can get bitchy if i don't eat something....but he is getting better and so am i at saying NO!!!....so i am going to write in my blog and bitch....i am going to the fucking gym....iam getting up in the morning and eating...when i met grumpy i was 130lbs.....15 yrs and 2 more kids...i'm a lot more and not happy that i let myself go....see i work in the restaurant industry....and if you have never work in it ....it is quite different...so with 3 boys and me working days and grumpy nights ....days are long...get up fed kids ...drink coffee...take kids to daycare go to work...work until 4 0r 5 and don't eat or eat fatty food at work...come home feed kids play with kids outside or in..and at about 9pm kids in bed and me and my bag of chip sit down to relax....bad bad bad...now 13 yrs later i see the light ...but man it is hard to fix... and hubby and kids don't care about my weight ...they love me... but i care .....so this time i know i will do this because it's for me...but it is very hard to break the habits....i will win...i go to curves do my rounds...sweat my ass...and try to drink the water and eat my 3 meals and snacks ...because i know now... i have to feed my body to help it burn fat ...but man that is a hard one to do...i don't getting hungry until 11 or noon so i force myself to eat in the morning...and eat healthy...did i mention the fucking water....after 3 kids the water thing is fun....the washroom is at the other end to the resort from my office more fun....because see my big problem is that at work i'm in work mode and i don't even remember the bottle to water that i have to move to answer the phone.....and the same can be said for the food....but i will try... i have the will ....i will find the way know that i know how...i have the power...so with this new will...i must go to bed because i need to get up in the morning to make breaky and i need to be up for an hour before i can eat....so no more waking up at 8 ....ok 8:30 and flying out the door for 8:45 to make it to work for 9....and lately i'm not even doing that ....yes i late...good thing i'm the boss... Comments (3)
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