ok i have not been here in a long time .... things are so crasy at work it is just not right .... but this close to the end of all the madness you just don't know if you can make it .... if was not for my special friend i wouldn't make it ... it is so surprising the people that come into your life ... and you don't even see them coming or know you needed them this bad .... but once they are there you can not think what your life would be like without them ... the keep you alive and they put out the fires too ... i just wish we could spend wore time together but all we get is when i'm at work ... but i will take what i can get ... i just was thinking about what the winter will bring ... but time will time i guess ... i thought today was going to a day where i get pulled into the big boss office and yelled at for the weekend ... but he is not here so i guess i get it tomorrow .... can't wait fun times ... i think a may start taking some time for myself .... see my life is so busy doing for the men in my life .... get your mind out of the gutter ... i mean grumpy, johnny mac, skippy and bam bam ....  my boys ..... i go to work and drive grumpy to work .... and then at some point in my work day drive one or two of my boys to work .... get home at 6:30 or 7:00 after going to the gym .... make supper for whom ever is at home .... and at some point in there go pick someone up from work ... now it like 9:30 or 10 .... not alot of time for myself ... so i've been thinking that maybe i would get some alone time .... go away for a day shopping or something maybe ... maybe a special friend can get away with me ... time will tell i guess .... this weekend i'm going to my first nascar race .... i'm so excited .... grumpy got the tickets though work .... its all paid for .... bus to michigan ..... 2 nights in a hotel .... tickets for sat and sun to the race and pit passes .... i'm so excited i'm wet ... hee hee .... i know i'm a bad girl ... i get told that all the time ... i love it ... well that is all for know .... later ... luv ya .... kisses